Megan

Fri, 07 Sep 2007 00:09:28 GMT

FUCK YOU VOX!!

All good things must come to an end...

Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:56:05 GMT

Tomorrow I turn 26.

This kind of scares me. Why it scares me I'm not sure because over all I'm pretty happy with my life. I'm doing something I've always wanted to do, granted it's taken me a bit longer than I hoped it would but I've never been one to take the easiest (fastest) route.

I think birthdays have a tendency to remind me of all I haven't yet accomplished. So in away every year they're getting easier because it seems like every year I'm doing more and more things that I've always wanted to do instead of just sitting back home in Maine watching my life pass me by.

I can't sleep. I'm too excited about going home tomorrow.

5 years. 5 years of my life can be read on this website.

My life has already made many and will be making some more drastic changes. I think that's why I've decided to no longer use my Lj account.

It's time to start the next chapter.

Recently when reading a friends blog she commented on how she didn't want to discuss something for fear of some people seeing it. That got me thinking. I do that too. And I don't think that a blog (journal) is something someone should censor.

They're my feelings and my opinions for better or for worse. As much as I try to not censor my writing I can't help it, which is another reason why I'm no longer going to use LiveJournal.

It's time to start fresh.

About a month ago I started another blog... read it, don't read it... it's up to you.

Keaka2.vox.com

90 Dang Questions...

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 21:06:19 GMT

I found this on Erica's Myspace... I hate myspace so I'm transfering it to Livejournal.

1. How old will you be in five years?
It will be 2 days before my 31st birthday. That's kinda depressing

2. do you think you will be married by then?
I don't know... I think I kind of hope so.

3. How tall are you?
5' 6.5"

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Going home (to Maine) ... tomorrow.
My Birthday (2 days)
Seeing my new Neice.
Going to Maryland.
Working in Hawaii.
There's a lot going on for me this month.

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Ararat. Very good movie.

6. Who was the last person you called?
Nathan

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Roz (my property Manager)

8. What was the last text message you received?
"No. Jan tenth." - Nicole

9. Do you prefer to call or text?
Call

10. Do you have any pets?
Nope :-(

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Watching a movie, chatting, going through Cd's and eating a salad. (I'm a great multitasker)

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
My parent's have been divorced for many years but they have both remarried since then.

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
August 7thish.

14. What color are your eyes?
Brown like poop.

33. What do you like about winter?
That it ends?

34. What do you like about the summer?
Everything. (Except high humidity)

35. What do you like about spring?
The color returns to life, the first day going outside in a t-shirt (I'm stealing Erica's answer on this one)

36. How many states have you lived in?
3. Maine (most of my life) New Hampshire for a little stint in College and Oregon.

37. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
Lets see... Chelsea, Whitefield, Portland, Westbrook, Plymouth, PDX.
Looks like 6.

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare Feet. (Or Birks)

39. Are you a social person?
I can fake it when I need to. I have my phases. Sometimes I like to go out and party with all the party people but I think genereally I prefer hangin out with a few close friends.

40. What was the last thing you ate?
Does coffee count? If not then an Oregonian Salad.

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
My pho restaurant up on College!! And DuckFat, in Portland, Maine.

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
All IceCream. (Except for pistachio or anything minty.)

43. What is your favorite dessert?
I've been on a cheesecake kick lately.

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Cream of whatever. I really love cream of broccoli.

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
I'm not really picky but if I'm buying it I'll get rasberry.

47. Do you like coffee?
More than life.

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
Not enough. 0-2 unless I'm trying to be conscieous of my water intake.

49. What do you drink in the morning?
Coffee... coke. Anything with caffeine.

50. Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Someone.

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
If I'm sleeping alone I sleep in the middle. If I'm sleeping withsomeone I like the left.

52. do you know how to play poker?
I know the basic idea but I don't think I could join a game tomorrow and have any luck at winning.

53. Do you like to cuddle?
Of course.

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
I have a few painful Canadian memories.

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Out.

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Yes! My Birthday Buddy Carl!!

59. Do you want kids?
I do.

60. Do you speak any other languages?
I speak pig latin.

61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
Nope

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Yes... I have. I had the sexiest driver too.

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
I like them both. But there's something great about the ocean that makes you feel so damn tiny... a pool could never do that.

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
Window

65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
I do. As my dad said..." Any child of mine will know how to drive a standard if I have anything to say about it!"

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Everything. I love to shop!

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
Yes... 3 rings, 1 bracelete, 1 necklace, 2 tounge rings, and 11 or so earings.
And I'm going to have to remove basically all of it for my new job. :-(

68. What is your favorite TV show?
Lost, Scrubs.

69. Can you roll your tongue?
Yes

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
Myself of course!

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Sometimes- Spartikus gets scared sometime and needs to sleep with his mommy.

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
I don't really know. It's the ringtone that was on it when I got it. It's some dude singing some song I've never heard. (And Erica... that's fucking hilarious!... I love Crazy Train!)

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
Little? I have clothes from High School.

74. What color are your bedroom walls?
All my walls are a boring creamish color.

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
Yes. And I get irratated when people I'm around don't.

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors opened or closed?
It HAS to be closed or else I can't sleep.

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of cotton balls?
My cousin was attacked by a swarm of cotton balls. Not a pretty sight. Now he's so scared of cotton that he refeuses to wear anything but polyester... I'll go with the bear option thank you!

78. Do you flirt a lot?
More than I think I realize.

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Anything. Honey Mustard. Ketchup. Ranch. Honey. Whatever.

80. What is your favorite food?
Tacos, Pho, Cheesecake.

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
Yes... again thanks to my dad!

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
A few.

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
Nope. I've come damn close though.

84. What is your usual bedtime?
12a - 2a ish

86. Do you read the newspaper?
Occasionally. I read The portland tribune somewhat regularly. If I wanna know national news I'll go to news.google.com or digg.com

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Not for about 5 or 6 years.

88. Best comedian?
Whoever... anyone who can make me laugh.

89. Do you watch soap operas?
Not anymore.

90. Do you dance in the car?
I don't have a car anymore but when I did... I danced like a crazy person in the car.

Changes...

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 18:21:41 GMT

Change 1.
LiveJournal has changed since I used it last. (Well actually
the time before last... because last time was 3 days ago)

Change 2.
I received a voice-mail from Mr. Shaw with Norwegian Cruise
Lines. I PASSED MY DRUG TEST!!!!! I PASSED MY DRUG TEST!!!!!
I PASSED MY DRUG TEST!!!!!

Change 3.
Currently I'm listening to my iPod. Yep. That's right. It
finally came in the mail!! And what's even better is that it
came with complimentary porn! (How cool is that?)

I need to go clean. And email people. And get some coke or coffee or something anything with caffeine.

I'm going to Hawaii. I'm going to Hawaii. I'm going to Hawaii. I'm going to Hawaii!! Woot Woot!

Where is it?!?!

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 01:02:03 GMT

It's Wednesday Dec. 27th.

My nephew... my adorable little nephew is now 14. He's basically a man. I don't know how I feel about that. Especially since this is the kid I used to babysit all the time and people would assume that I was his mom. Ugh.

I'm waiting for mail. I hate waiting for mail. I'm waiting for a lot of mail too. Mainly my ipod! I'm also waiting for a check from my sister and a christmas card (with possibly a check in it) from my dad and my debit card. Fuckin' postal service. HURRY THE FUCK UP!!

I really love living across from a hotel. People are weird.

I'm also waiting for my medical clearance to come through. (I got the cruise ship job... just waiting for the physical/drug test results) I'm 98% sure that I passed... but there's that damn 2% that keeps me from giving my notice at work or telling my property manager that I'm gone.

I'm going to Maine in 9 days! Woot woot! I'm highly excited.

It's almost 5p. I have wasted my fucking day just waiting for the mail. And all I fucking got was 2 stupid flyer's... fuckers. (AND THE MAILMAN WAS RUDE TO ME!!)

There's a lady in the hotel who looks kind of like my mom. That's weird.

I think it's time for a todo list...

TODO!

1. Call dentist (for real this time)
2. Find a storage place.
3. Do dishes.
4. Pray that checks come in time for me to make rent.
5. Finish cleaning apartment.
6. Seriously weight the pro's and con's of getting nails done even
though I can't really afford it. (They really look like shit
right now (pro) I can't afford it (con) and so on...)
7. Return books
8. Get archos ready for trip to Maine. (Shortbus, weird porn, maybe
some music cables, disk, charger cord)
9. Put clothes away.
10. Change addresses on everything.
11. Forward Mail.

I think that's it. Now I'm gonna go procrastinate and watch a movie I've seen no less than a hundred times.

Awesome Quote

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 08:38:33 GMT

Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live.
Norman Cousins

It's Friday.

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 18:22:00 GMT

I don't know if that's good or bad because though it's Friday I don't have a day off for two more days.

Work has been pathetically slow this week. Two nights in a row I went in basically for nothing and left with no more than $14. I don't know if it's the up coming holiday or if it's the supa dupa cold weather but something is keeping people away from PB&E's.

Speaking of the weather... I GOT IN MY FIRST WEST COAST CAR ACCIDENT!! Considering it was only 3 months ago that I started regularly getting rides with people I think that's pretty impressive. It was nothing serious. I was with my scottish friend Lesley. We were going to get some Pho and there was a bit of black ice on an exit ramp bridge thing. (Bridges freeze first.) We slide, hit the concrete safety thing that kept us from going over the edge (that would of been a crazy, if somewhat painful story.) Then we bounced back and pulled over to check the truck out which appeared fine until we started to drive away and the tire was all wobbly like it was flat but it wasn't. When we got out and looked the bottom of the tire was pushed in like this / instead of like | (nice visuals, huh?) Anyway, we both thought it was gonna cost a crazy amount of money but luckily it wasn't frame damage she needed a rotor and a tire replaced.

I got the urge to venture off to distant lands again. I guess it would be distant oceans... not lands... This time I actually emailed the lady who could make it happen. I have an interview set up for next Wednesday at 3p. I'm a bit nervous.

What else is going on? Hmmm... I think I sprained my finger. It really hurts and it is kind of swollen. I have no clue how I did it though.

I got my hair cut on monday. Totally chopped it off. I felt like an idiot because when I went I had laryngitis. But it's not like I was a bit hoarse I had NO voice. At all. I think all the ladies in the salon felt really bad for me, they kept offering to get me tea and other warm throat soothing beverages. I love my hair!! I'm going to get it colored on Monday. I don't know what they're doing because it's a training class thing. Kind of like I did last year, only these people are much nicer.

Here's a pic of my hair cut.

I have a confession to make....

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 07:22:04 GMT

I'm addicted to those cheesy advertising games on websites. For example... "Swat the fly and win a free ipod" I absolutely love them.

There. I said it. It's out. Phew... now I can sleep.

I'm getting my haircut tomorrow!! I'm very excited. An $80-$90 haircut for $10. Super cool! Even though it's at 9am! I should have taken the 11a slot... oh well it's my own fault.

I can't talk. I sound... really freakin' bad. At least that's what 80% of the people I've encountered today have told me. Along with giving me advice on how to "feel better" even though I don't really feel that bad. However, I do wish my nose would stop leaking.

Okay I think I'm gonna go watch a bit of Seinfeld (I'm on the 8th season!!) And then probably go to bed cause... I've gotta be up FUCKING EARLY tomorrow.

Kill me now... Please....

Sat, 25 Nov 2006 13:01:54 GMT

I think I've got the SARS.

I went to work today. Even though I really really didn't want to. And I must say it was DEFINITELY worth it. Though now, when I'm trying to sleep and can't because of the evilness running through my body I think working today was a fuckin' stupid idea. But as much as I bitch... I'm glad I worked. (Both shifts.)

Tonight though... (Saturday) I don't think I wanna do it. But hopefully it'll be the same as yesterday. When I'm out doin stuff I wont feel quite so poopy as when I'm just sitting here (laying there) doing nothing (trying to sleep with buckets of fluid swirling around my brain)

Wow. Two full paragraphs of my illness. I need a hobby.

Oooh I've gotta get some Johnny Cash!

Then I'm gonna pretend to go to bed and probably watch Monsters, Inc.

Fri, 24 Nov 2006 17:18:45 GMT

I want nothing more than to turn around and crawl back into bed. I feel like death slightly warmed.

Not only do I have to work today. But I have to work a double. Maybe I can convince someone into taking my evening shift. I doubt it though.

I need coffee.

My Throat hurts!

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 07:14:33 GMT

I just found a very nifty blogging service. It's call VOX (Like MAGNOVOX... without the Magno part.) Anyway... it seems pretty damn snazzy. Though I'm to lazy to actually switch to them if I was to ever venture away from Lj I think they'd be the winners.

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 03:53:17 GMT

GET OUT! GET OUT! GET OUT! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!

please...

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 03:52:18 GMT

FUCKERS!

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 08:51:12 GMT

Unlike men, Diamonds linger.

My feet hurt.

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 12:13:30 GMT

It's been an interesting week.

A friend of mine from work got kicked out of her house. Big Fight with her sister. She's been staying here most of the week. They made up a few days ago and she's back at home now.

Today was such a useless day at work. I made $9 after tipout. $5 if you consider the fact that it cost's me almost $4 in transit fees.

I got a futon last night! Woohoo! Then I passed out on it tonight at about 8.30p, woke up at 2.30a and now I can't seem to fall back asleep.

I only have one day off this week. Well I don't HAVE to go in on Thursday. I agreed to it. And I need the money. But no one really LIKES working 6 days.

Hmmmm... I think I'm gonna go lay down again... maybe read a bit.

Fri, 03 Nov 2006 09:49:33 GMT

With no protection of my erection I won't get no vd.

Gotta love Sublime.

I had a super fantastically delicious day off. Even if it was peeing from the sky all day.

I woke up very late which kind of sucked but it's my own fault. I stayed up really late cleaning and watching LOST. LOST is getting fuckin' crazy!!

After I got up I got coffee then decided to do laundry. So I got my laundry done, and I got vacuuming done, did dishes, watched a movie, got coff with chris when he got home from work.

Went to Pho with a very nice young man I met via my CL addiction. He even gave me suggestions on how to find the leak in my bed... and I FOUND IT! Now it's patched! Though I don't know if it's gonna stay patched or not, time will only tell.

My throat feels icky. Like there are nasty little virus guys in there swimming around just waiting to make me ill. Fuckers!

Okay I'm gonna go re-pump my bed and take a nap. Hopefully I wont end up on the floor.

Yay to my day off!

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 20:47:08 GMT

Plans for the day...
(Jesus it kills me how much I love "ToDo Lists"

1. Shower!
2. Not get discouraged by the lack of dental help and the run-around game they want to make me play!
3. Get new shoes.
4. Possibly get new winter jacket.
5. Pho Jasmine?
6. Clean this fuckin' apartment! I refuse to live in squalor.
7. Email Cruise Ship People.

... Ready... Set... GO!

Wed, 01 Nov 2006 09:46:22 GMT

Happy Halloween.

For Halloween this year I went as an Alcoholic.

Woohoo! Go me! I think I did a smashing job.

Now I'm drunk and horny and I hate the fact that I can do is post in my fucking live journal that I'm drunk and horny.

I need to get boned.

I'm gonna go smoke because though I may have stopped drinking I'm still drunk and that means that i can SMOKE!

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 10:06:14 GMT

HOLY FUCK IT'S COLD OUT!!!!

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 09:35:48 GMT

Holy Fuck. That book was intense.

It's over.

It was really really good.

Great recommendation.

Now the only problem is... Dealing why my puffy face tomorrow because I've been crying (to put it mildly) for the last two or so hours.

I think I'm gonna get off my lazy ass, go get some Cracker Jacks and Coke (haven't had any in 2 or 3 days!) Then I'm gonna come back and watch Tv.

Woot Woot!

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 06:27:41 GMT

I'm a bit nostalgic. But why I don't know.

It's this damn book. It's great. So great I wish I was in it. Kind of.

I think I'm lonely.

I need to pee.

Shoot me in the face...

Sun, 29 Oct 2006 05:28:54 GMT

Work was surprisingly busy today.

It was a pretty good day. Even though I was a grumpy grump through most of it.

I think today was the busiest day we've had since the remodel. I did $350 in sales in one shift. Yesterday, during my double I did $450.

I've got a very angry tooth. I hate the fact that I have a very angry tooth. For the most part it doesn't bother me but then I'll go and do something stupid like chomp down on it and it makes me want to run screaming like a little girl for my mommy. I did that today before work. (Hence the grumpy mood today.) My co-worker gave me some Vicodin to make it (and me) feel better. She's a sweetheart. I need to go to the dentist. I'm gonna call them on my day off!!!

I like the Vicodin... it makes my face tingle.

I'm hungry.

I emailed my future self last night. Futureme.org It was kind of weird. You can send an email to yourself (or anyone else) anywhere from 30 days to 30 years in the future. I'm thinking about using it to tell people all those things I've wanted to tell them but can't really do it cause I'm a pussy. Just send them emails through this service and 10 years from now they'll find out that yes I am the one who ate the last of the ice cream... or something like that.

I'm reading "The Time Travelers Wife" right now. It's really fucking with my head. Nick recommended it to me months ago and since I was mad at him I refused to read it. Then finally I decided to put it on hold at the library and then I randomly heard from him (within a few days.) It's really fuckin' weird timing if you ask me.) Anyway... this book... it's fuckin awesome. But it's all about time travel. And time travel BOGGLES MY MIND. It completely messes with my head. I think about it to much. But it's a good book. You should read it if you get a chance.

I think I'm gonna go take a shower and possibly get some coffee. Maybe even some food

Voice Post

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 17:42:57 GMT

Wed, 25 Oct 2006 09:35:53 GMT

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If she knew... NAPTIME.

MEGANOUT!

I'm a genius.

Mon, 23 Oct 2006 17:20:22 GMT

Today was the best Monday morning EVER!!

Six o'clock already
I was just in the middle of a dream
I was kissin' Valentino
By a crystal blue Italian stream

THE BANGLES ROCK!!

It's not really my Monday though. But that's just a minor detail. It's actually my Thursday. THIRSTY THURSDAY! Champagne Thursday! Woot Woot! Okay, enough talking about drinking that I'm not gonna do. I've gotta go blow dry my hair and finish getting ready.

*Muah*

and

Happy Monday!! to all those who are really experiencing the Monday Ickies.